Twin pairs who attempt to break free of their mutual caretaking patterns and habits have a challenging task. Lifelong ways of being together with their most intimate other create havoc when they interfere with separation and individuation. In many cases where one twin interrupts the attachment by connecting with another, the outcome is fraught with jealousy and rage. However, when the twins work together to disentangle their patterns, they are more likely to do so without fear of betrayal and […]
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Every Family Event Feels like a Funeral
Families are dynamic systems that change and evolve over time. Each member of a family may be subject to competing emotional demands, role definitions and expectations, boundary issues, loyalty conflicts, and coalitions and collusions. A family system’s capacity to be flexible and expansive allows for transitions, ruptures and repairs, inequities, and unforeseen changes. Frequently I work with families of twins who have difficulty adjusting to altered circumstances. While certainly similar struggles occur with singletons, the societal and familial pressures on […]
All Roads Lead Back to Me
An identical twin patient in her sixties shared an epiphany with me. In our session, when we were talking about repetitive feelings that trigger a great deal of anger and shame, she explained that she was sick and tired of becoming reactive and filled with “disgusting” thoughts. She related that she desires to be a calm, soft-spoken person rather than someone who unleashes a torrent of nasty and irreverent words if someone leaves a coffee cup on the counter. While […]
Singletons Can Become Codependent Too
Understanding how twins can become overreliant on each other is easy, given their close bonds along with familial and societal expectations of unswerving attachment. However, what may not be as readily understood is why some singletons follow the same emotional route. Of course, each person in these circumstances has a unique family history; nonetheless, it is interesting to note how this dynamic evolves in nontwins too. Singletons usually do not initially present with struggles reflective of codependent relationships. Rather, we […]
Duped or Disappointed: A Different End Game
The other day a patient told me that she felt “duped.” I asked her to explain what she meant by that. She related that she experienced feeling betrayed or taken advantage of by someone. As we explored the incident together, it seemed clear in her case that feeling duped felt shameful. Being disappointed by someone appeared less toxic than admitting shame since disappointment does not evoke intense feelings of self-loathing and victimization. Many aspects are at play that may contribute […]